Haven’t herd the song in a while, it’s been like 3 years, which reminds me of when I was in my freshman year of high school.
Ugh, kinda sucks, I wish I was able to go back and kinda fix what I did, all the things I did, or well at least make amends, but for what? =[ I regret it totally, just I guess another me an a parallel universe or dimension got the chance to be with his friends longer.
I know I’m able to move on, but I’ll never let go. << What a killer, right? ugh.
I guess, I just have to be glad with what I have now. I had a conversation about this with a friend earlier, and I have done this countless of times, maybe when I did fall that one time, that nurse shouldn’t have been there to save me.
Blaahh.
I was thinking about telling a friend that I’ve actually liked them for quite sometime, but I guess I’m kinda scared, rejection, you know. Plus I think I’m good, but comfort would be cool.
Ha. How funny, I’m gonna be one of those kids who go to college and yet to have a significant other. I’ve also assumed that I’m going to be one of those people who just live alone, distant, away from society.



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